Anyway, I delivered the food and had a wonderful time visiting with L and her mom. I could only stay half an hour because out of the blue, L's sister had called me a few weeks ago. She was also pregnant, single mom, had also considered abortion, and had also in the end let her child live. She was due in January. She has little money, and nothing for the baby. Through donations from friends and my sister, I cobbled together a good bit of baby supplies including a crib, which I was to drive to her yesterday afternoon. She had a rare afternoon off from work, so she could go to her doctor appointment. I offered to take her there after dropping the supplies, thus saving her an hour bus ride.
As soon as I brought all the supplies into her apartment, I felt compelled to speak about God. It literally seized me with an urgency that seems to grow more and more as I get older. Charles Spurgeon once said, "Do you desire to speak for Jesus--how can you unless the Holy Ghost touch your tongue?" That is how it felt...like the Holy Spirit grabbed control. Charles Spurgeon also said, "If the Holy Spirit be indeed so mighty, let us attempt nothing without him; let us begin no project, and carry on no enterprise, and conclude no transaction, without imploring his blessing. Let us do him the due homage of feeling our entire weakness apart from him, and then depending alone upon him, having this for our prayer, "Open thou my heart and my whole being to thine incoming, and uphold me with thy free Spirit when I shall have received that Spirit in my inward parts."
I'd prayed on the drive over, feeling this was an important "divine appointment." Don't let me blow it, Lord, and may you speak through me. This was the first time I'd met her. I unloaded all her new baby supplies, and within moments, we were discussing where she was spiritually. That led to a discussion of who Jesus is. She didn't have a clear answer. She believed in Him, but couldn't really say why. She didn't seem to know much about Him, or the Bible, or faith, or salvation. Long story short, I talked with her about who Jesus was, what He did, and the story of salvation. She was very receptive. At the end, I asked if she wanted to pray with me to ask him into her life. She did! After we prayed, with time very short now, I talked about life style choices and God's laws that are meant to protect us (with special emphasis on purity and marriage before sex and children.) I know many will be disgusted with me, but I believe with all my heart that without the gospel and without a message of purity and following God's commands, a culture of single parenthood and abortion on demand will not change. We talked about how she couldn't change the past, but she could change the future.
She listened and then said, "I agree with you." That doesn't mean her life will change necessarily, but it is a start. And I trust God will work on her heart, because yesterday she became one of His children. Her sweet sister, L, promised me that from now on, each Bible verse I text to L, she will forward on to her sister. One by one perhaps a culture can change...
But time is short. I think we should all feel a sense of urgency.
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