As we drove home, I felt like I had been awake without sleep for a year. It is good this is my last kid, the one on the DI team. I am too old for the stress of competition. There is a good reason God made the major child bearing years in one's youth. Old hearts cannot bear to watch their progeny fail.
So how does God manage? I mean, my goodness, He watches me fail nearly every hour. I know He loves me. How does He manage to keep from stepping in with continual miracles to save me from myself? This ability alone disqualifies me from deity. Allowing us to fail humbles us, and humility is critical in our spiritual development. Even knowing that, I am still glad my team didn't fail. I am far too weak to be God.
(Way to go, team!)
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Congratulations!!!! My little DI Team memories come rushing back as I read today's entry; the wonderful joy as drove home after a long stressful day. Praise God.
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