Then I read the depressed wail of a dear friend, a dog rescuer, whose home is filled with cast-off dogs. She gets few breaks, spends every last penny to care for them, and as they grow old and increasingly feeble, must find ways to afford the increasing vet bills. Yet, she would never abandon them because she made a commitment to help them, and she would not shrink from the task because it is hard, and sometimes overwhelming. I think anyone who extends themselves on behalf of others has periods of great despair, feeling used and abused by the very people they strive to help. Every mother probably experiences that from her children at various times. Doing good, and being obedient to God's call is not for the faint of heart.
I have a very full week. We leave Friday for two weeks of college visits, and visits to family up North. I need to pack, organize, and schedule a thousand loose ends. In the meantime, I ought to be marketing my book ( you can help with that - copy this link and send it to everyone you know: http://www.amazon.com/The-Tower-Builder-Vicky-Kaseorg/dp/1494434997 . I know you don't think you would enjoy a book about radio towers, but you are wrong. This is a good book. I promise.)
Nonetheless, I hurried from one important meeting to dash away to fulfill my commitment to teach art at a nearby nursing home. The residents seem to really enjoy it, and are a very uncondemning audience. I know they look forward to my art class...but I wish I had thought more carefully about how busy this week was going to be before I scheduled the class. As I pulled into the nursing home, what to my wondering eyes should appear but a miniature horse (but no tiny reindeer.) I leaped from the car and dashed over to the horse, who was nibbling ineffectually at the cement on the portico of the nursing home.
"I want you!" I cried. The owner was very accommodating, and answered my barrage of questions. The questions were mostly how I could go about getting one of these. (Hubby, if you are reading this, this is what I want for Mother's Day....) The horse lives in her backyard, which is legal in Charlotte! She is house trained, and only poops in her spot in the backyard. She eats a cup of grain a day, and munches the grass. The owner told me she only costs about fifty cents a day to feed. She got her for $100. This is less expensive cost/upkeep than a dog. As I hugged the horse, some of my art students sat on the front porch, watching.
"Let's just cancel class and go buy a horse," I suggested.
You just never know what might greet you when you open yourself to the world. The last thing I expected to see in volunteering at a nursing home was an adorable miniature horse. I have never in my life gotten to pet and cuddle a miniature horse! It was a highlight and unexpected joy, a sprinkling of the pleasures of walking towards God. I know it is such a little blessing, and probably not much to offer to those who battle in the trenches day after day, and only encounter more mud and caving-in walls. However, God promises us that when we continue in His will, He has mighty plans for us, for a future and a hope if we do not give up.
Don't give up. Just around the corner you might find the precious muzzle of a miniature horse.
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I was a little down as I headed home from the grocery store late yesterday, and lo and behold: a HUGE array of gulps of all colors in fronton an apartment building met my gaze, not far from where I live. I love tulips but hadn't really seen them while living in CA, it didn't get cold enough for them to grow. I will go for a walk shortly to take them in!
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