Somehow, that launched us into a discussion of all our unique talents and how each of us had been very good at something. One of the sweetest, most humble women there told me her gift had been art.
"Really!" I said, "I can tell you used to draw."
"Once, I won a prize," she told me smiling, "For drawing a pair of mittens."
"What did you win?" I asked.
"First place," she said grinning a little self consciously.
Another was a good cook, another a seamstress, and another a pianist. They all made no move to leave, though the class was over and it was lunch time. They all seemed to have fond memories of that one thing they used to be good at.
"I don't draw anymore," said one, "My hand shakes too much."
"I can't play a note on the piano now, of course," said the pianist.
"I don't cook anymore, but I did use to be quite good," said another.
Still, no one looked sad for the skill that had blossomed and now faded. They all seemed content to sit in the cascading colors of fond memories. We as a culture spend so much time fighting the natural progression of aging. It was pleasant to be in the company of people content with where they had been and quietly satisfied with where they were now, making the most of fading abilities to learn a new skill in the twilight of life.
My Bible study that morning had been about how one of the greatest tools of Satan is to have us focus on the past, or even better, the future. If one is obsessed with mistakes or glories of the past, one becomes bitter and unhappy with what cannot be changed or disatisfied with what cannot be rekindled. If one becomes too obsessed with the future, it often brings useless anxiety and fear. The time to focus on is the moment at hand. If God has given us the breath of this second, and we are grateful, we have overcome a great deal of what robs us of joy.
One woman, upon finishing her picture, peered at it and said to the woman beside her, "We are regular Grandma Moses-es here!"
"Yes, we are!" laughed her friend.
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